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minsan naisip mo na ba na sa sobrang dami na ng tao dito sa mundo eh parang excess ka na lang.?

bawat segundo 4 sanggol ang pinapangak sa mundong ito., at 247 bawat minuto.. kaya habang nagtatype ako dito ay ilang dosenang sanggol na ang ipinanganganak.. and as of september 25, 2008 ay mayroong 6,725,800,000 na tao dito sa mundo.. that's the whole population of the world.. and there are now 90,457,200 Filipinos..

lahat ng 6billion+ na yan eh nagco-contribute sa destruction ng hindi lang ng environment kundi maging mundo natin., excluding na syempre ung mga baby.. pero lalaki rin sila at mas lalaki pa ang populasyon at masdadami na naman ang mga polluters.. so why need na dumagdag ka pa.?

pano kung hindi ka naman matalino., walang talent at ipagpalagay na natin na you're good for nothing.? eh di parang pabigat ka lang sa mundong ito.. so what's the point of your existence pa di ba.?

sa sobrang dami na rin ng tao dito sa mundo., eh yung mga kaya mong gawin ay kaya ring gawin ng iba.. kung kaya na nila., bat kailangan ka pa.?

sa sobrang dami na ng tao dito sa mundo eh bakit kailangan mo pa ang mag-exist.? hindi kaya pabigat ka lang sa mundong ito na ating ginagalawan.? bakit kailangan mo ang mag survive.? bakit kailangan ka pa dito.?

a love story.,

There was a girl who was very confused whom to love., was it the one she loves.,Crow or the one that loves her., Cloud.. Crow likes her too., but does not make any moves.. She decided to forget about Crow., why does she need a man who doesn't know how to fight for his love? what if their relationship faces a problem., then what will Crow do? He might just give up their relationship..

She tried to love Cloud., she tried Cloud.. Cloud love her very much.. Their relationship lasted for months and years.. She thought she will be happy with Cloud., she thought she is deeply inlove with Cloud.. Then one day., she saw Crow with another girl and they are so sweet.. She was deeply hurt.. But she tried to forget about it., she shouldn't leave Cloud.. The following days she was so depressed., she still love Crow and will never forget about him.. Cloud asked her why is she so sad., she didn't answer him truthfully., she said that she was sad because her pet died.. Cloud., knew she was lying., Cloud knew the truth., that she doesn't love him eversince..

She saw Crow again with the same girl., they were holding hands while walking.. She felt like she was stabbed with a knife for several times.. The worse part is that Crow saw her and smiled., he smiled like he was saying that 'hey., you thought i wouldn't forget you.?' he introduced the girl which is already his fiance and they will be soon married.. He invited her in their wedding and said she will be the Maid of Honor and Cloud will be the Best Man.. She said yes., and said that maybe within the next few months she and Cloud will also get married.. Crow looks happy now., she said to herself. She turned to the girl and said., 'you are lucky., congratulations'.. Then they said goodbye and parted ways., as she turned away she cried her eyes out.. This was the worst day of her life.. Seeing her love with another girl and soon will be married.!

She came home.. She decided to forget about Crow., and she will truly love Cloud now.. She knew that Cloud is there at her house., he will greet her with his sweet smile.. She knew that Cloud will be there for her., and will never leave her.. She knew that Cloud will comfort her.. He will still love her no matter what.. But Cloud is not at her house.. She called his cellphone., but he's not answering.. She decided to go to his apartment.. She knocked on the door., but nobody seems to be inside.. The door is open., so she went inside.. It was very dark.. She knew the apartment very well., so even without the lights on., she knew where to find the switch.. She turned on the lights.. His apartment was small., and was suited for one person only but it was neat and tidy.. His stuffs are always in order.. She went into his room.. His door was locked.. But she has a spare key so she opened it.. She was shocked about what she saw.. She regretted entering that cursed room.. She was now at her feet crying.. In the corner., Cloud was lying in the floor lifeless.. He was holding a .22 caliber gun., he ran a bullet through his head.. Blood was all over his body.. She was so shocked.. She hugged the cold body of her patient boyfriend who loved her till the end.. She felt sorry using him., she should have loved him instead..

Moments later., the police arrived.. They decided it was a suicide.. No force entry.. No missing appliance or valuable.. He doesn't have any enemies.. And they found a suicide note.. They handed her the note., for they thought that it was for her.. She was at her feet again.. She remembered those times she was with him., she was happy., even if it was just a little bit.. He never left her.. He was always there when she needs him.. He hugged her when she was afraid.. He took care of her when she was sick.. He took her to fancy restaurants to eat dinner.. He gave her a bouquet of flowers everyday.. He never hit her.. He goes with the flow of her mood swings.. He brought her once to Tokyo Disneyland., and last summer to Palawan.. He gives her chocolates every time he visits her.. He was very understanding and thoughtful..

You will be free now to love Crow.,
I know that you never loved me.,
And the one that you love is Crow..
I did this for I love you very much..
I know that I can't bear the pain if i saw you with him.,
and it will be like my death if I see you together..
That's why i decided
to end it all like this..
One time suffering..
You are more important than my life..
I love you very much..
Please be happy..

P.S.
See how much I love you.?

sakit ng estudyante., sakit ng lipunan

inaatake ako ng pinakamalala at pinakadelikadong sakit na pwedeng makuha ng isang estudyante., katamaran. walang nakakaligtas., kahit na sino., gurl man or boy; or kahit na feeling gurl man at feeling boy., kahit na anong year., kahit na anong section., matalino man o hindi.. contagious din ito., at popular sa mga upperclassmen.. ang mga sintomas nito:

1. bored parati
2. pagliban sa mga klase
3. hindi paggawa ng mga assignments., activity., etc.
4. inaantok sa klase kahit na 12 hours ang tulog kagabi
5. hindi nakikinig sa guro., kahit na dumudugo na ngalangala nito sa kaka-discuss.,

mga dahilan:

1. walang gaanong ginagawa sa school.,
2. boring
3. walang kwenta ang mga pinagagawa.,
4. nahawa sa klasmeyt.,

epekto:

1. mababang grades

ang katamaran ay walang pinipili., walang exempted., walang excused., everybody is a carrier.. ang sakit na ito ng mga estudyante ay sakit din ng lipunan.. kapag hindi nagamot o naagapan ang sakit na ito ay dadalhin nila ito hanggang sa pagtanda., at maging sa kamatayan.. sakit ng lipunan kung maituturing., ito ang siyang balakid sa pag-unlad ng mga estudyante maging ng ibang tao.., ito rin ay isang dahilan ng pagkabigo ng isang tao.. ito ay parang cancer na unti unting nilalamon ang sarili mo ng hindi mo namamalayan.. kung kaya't habang maaga pa ay agapan na., patayin ang mapaminsalang sakit na ito.!

danielle

danielle


she lives to her ideals.,
she lives for God.,
she lives for her love ones.,

she lives for exactly no one..

she is nobody and nothing.,
yet she could be everything.,
and she could be anything in between..

she lives in contradictions.,
her heart contradicts her mind.,
maybe contradiction is her way of living..

who knows if she is just moody
or if she has a dual personality.,
or if maybe she is just full
of contradictions and irony.,

maybe she is either which.,
maybe she is either both.,
maybe she is all.,
maybe she is neither which.,
maybe she is who she is
and whatever she is..

she is a paradox.,
she laughs yet she cries..
she is sad and lonely
but still satisfied and happy..

she laughs in anger..
she cries in happiness..
she sure is unique in her ways..

people sure are sometimes hard to read
and difficult to understand..
but that is how people are.,
and that is how she is..

confusions

all this time., im confused with stupid thoughts of mine..

• i want to be friends with everybody but i dont know if they want me to be their friend.. just like casper., i want to have friends everywhere..but i dont know if they like me to be their friend or not..

• the things that are right to us might be wrong for others.. the things that we believe to be true or to be right are wrong for others..just like divorce.., it is not implemented here in the Philippines., for marriage to us Filipinos is sacred and it shouldn't be broken that easy..but in the US., divorce is legal to them..

• you claim that you know that person but actually not.. all a person can see is what does the person shows., the only things that the person wants to show.. we., somehow can read his mind., but not his heart..a person might not show his true self to you.. you believe that his a good person but deep inside his not..

• truths can be lies.. a person can say anything.. there are some persons who are saying lies just to make you happy., rather than saying the truth to make you cry..

so you see., im having doubts about persons.. i don't trust somebody right away.. until i prove that they are worthy of my trust..you may think that im mean.. but it's just that i dont want to be hurt..i have had enough pain..
but i want to change., and as my fave saying or qoute says that "stand for what you belive in., even if it means standing alone".. so i want to trust people..i want to be friends with everybody..i want to believe that they want me to be their friend too..that people are true to themselves., says the truth., show his true self..and that they wouldn't hurt other persons.. i will believe and i will trust you..

truth

ano nga ba talaga ang tama.? sino nga ba talaga ang tama.? kasi kung minsan ung akala mong tama eh mali naman sa iba..at ang tama nila ay mali sau..ang gulo ng buhay ano..tulad ko..palagi na lang mali sa iba ang ginagawa ko..wala na akong nagawang tama sa paningin nila..ako palagi ang mali., ang may kasalanan kahit na sila naman talaga.. di ko tuloy maintindihan..

wat ya tink.?

love
noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person or thing

self explenatory naman na siguro ung meaning nya..pero ano nga ba talaga ang love..and pano nga ba talaga ang love..hehehe..friendship pa lang kz ung pinakamataas na relationship ko sa ibang tao..pero ilang beses na rin..kahit na sa pagmumukha kong to..eh marami na rin akong di pinansin..wahahahaha..kapal..

and just like my featured mp3..ang pag-ibig ay liwanag..ang liwanag ay pag-ibig..pero i think that..bcoz of love..there's jealousy., hatred., pain., misery., lust., greed., selfishness., foolishness., and there are people na suicidal., emo., crushed., hurt., happy., crying., sining and even some are willing to kill just for love.. yes its true., that it makes many people happy..but what about those that are rejected., unwanted and broken hearted..so sometimes i think that..

love can fly you to the highest sky because of happiness..then suddenly it drops you down..

and because of the gravitational pull of the earth eh..xempre..babagsak ka..and sa taas na un eh malamang mamatay ka..hehehehe

these are just my opinions though., and my opinions are just based on my observations..coz i haven't tried this love love thing..maybe a professional could do a better one..hehehehe

celfon ish

bat ba ganun..pag may bago kang celfon tatanungin agad sau if may camera..ano naman ngaun if wala di ba.? at ano naman ngaun if meron.? kaya tuloy ung mga iba na walang cam eh tinatago na lang ung mga cp nila at kung minsan idenedeny na lang nila na may cp cla..pag may pakiramdam kaya ung cp., ano kaya nararamdaman nya no.? eh kung ikaw kaya ung cp na ganun.?

ung merong may mga cp na de camera eh sikat, astig, mayaman, kaibigan ng lahat..samantalang ung mga wala eh sabi nga nila napagiwanan na daw ng panahon.. anu pa kaya if parang safeguard ung cp mo at de antenna pa.?

pati mga bata ngaun eh may celfon na clang de camera..hay naku..naiintindihan na kaya talaga ng batang nasa kindergarten ang gamit ng hawak nya..buti nga at di nya napapagkamalan na laruan un..or buti at di nya nilulunok, tinatapon, iflush sa toilet bowl, gawing frisbee ni tagpi, iniluluto at isinasawsaw sa tubig ung cp nya..

ang importante lang naman talaga eh nakakatext ka at nakakatawag ka..ok na un..un naman talaga ang original na gamit ng celfon eh..pang luxury lang naman ung mga features na ganyan eh..para may mapagtripan..para may maipagmayabang..maganda nga celfon mo..wala namang load..useless di ba..ano pwede mo bang pangtext ung camera ng cp mo..or ung mp3 player nya.? ha.? ha.? ha.?! para saan pa ung mga gadgets natin if nasa celfon na lahat..wag na lang sana silang magmanufacture ng digicam, mp3, mp4,ipod,tv, videocam at radio,etc..baka time will come pwede ka ng maglaba sa celfon mo..or pwede na rin syang ref..

gusto mo magkaroon ng cam fon mo..try mo to..hehehe

gudto mo ung may games na maganda at cam..hehehe..
gusto mo pa ng iba..hmmmnn..basta idikit mo na lang ung fon mo dun sa bagay na gusto meron din ung fon mo..hehehe..gudlak pero sau if gusto mo ng may tv..hehehe

juan sipag

during the NAT., one of the reading selections in Filipino was Juan Sipag by Joaquin Sy..its a nice poem..even though maikli lang ung andun sa test., maganda talaga., naalala ko nga kaya na inspire tuloy akong magpost about it..

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Tila kakabit na talaga ng pangalang Juan ang salitang tamad. Before it's not tamad but tanga..(for me being tamad is better than being tanga..hehehe).some say that Juan represents all the Filipinos. Then therefore we could say that Filipinos are tamad and yeah, tanga. Wait, hindi ata ako papayag dun.

Si Juan Tamad ay laging bida sa mga folklore(kwentong bayan). Isang super tamad at sabi nga nila eh tangang bata. Maari ngang tanga sya pero i some kinda like it coz he does things his own way by just using a little effort. Tulad ng mga iba pa, ang mga kwento ni Juan ay may layon na magturo ng aral..at iyon ay wag maging tamad, sumunod sa utos ng nanay at gawin ito dapat ng tama. Tamad nga ba talaga si Juan.? Sino nga ba ang nagsabing tamad sya.? Sino nga ba ang nagumpisa ng lahat ng to.?

Ayon nga kay Joaquin Sy, si Juan ay buong maghapon na nasa palayan. Buong maghapon na kumakayod ang mga Pilipino upang mayroong ipangtutustos sa inaraw araw. Maraming Pilipino ngaun ang nagpapakahirap sa ibang bansa upang guminhawa lamang ang buhay nila. Mayroon pa ngang mga iba na may trabaho na pero may sideline pa. Andyan din ung mga working students natin, nag-aaral habang nagtratrabaho. Meron din ung mga pinagsasabay sabay mga trabaho nila, multitasking ba. Parents mo or ikaw, wala ka sigurong computer at internet ngaun dyan or panginternet mo man lang kundi sa sarili nyong sipag. Kaya ka nakakakain ngaun dahil sa sipag ng kung sino man. At kung tamad nga talaga ang mga Pilipino, di dapat wala na nagtratrabaho, at wala na ang mga nagpapakahirap na maabot ang pagunlad. Oh ha.! masipag naman talaga si Juan, hindi ba.? Hindi rin pwede na wala kang kilala na Pilipino na dahil sa sipag at tiyaga ay naging successful sya. One of these, is Manny Villar, he is even known for his title Mr. Sipag at Tiyaga.

Tamad ka ba gaya ko.? tama tamad ako..at hindi lang tamad kundi napakatamad to the 100th power. Maaring tamad ka rin at marami pa taung mga kauri ngunit hindi naman dahil sa tamad tayo eh wala na tayong ginagawa. Siguro naman eh inaayos mo ung higaan mo at ginagawa mo assignments mo or even once in your life eh nahugasan mo na ung pinagkainan mo. My point is that, hindi buong buhay natin ay nakarely na tau sa mga ibang tao para gawin ung task natin or wala na tayong ginawa, but hindi lang alam ng iba na marami na taung nagawa kahit na simple lang mga ito. Wala rin lang naman taung ma-aachieve if tamad tau, walang matatapos, walang magagawa at walang pagunlad.

Pero kung wala ka pang nagawa sa buhay maski mga simple things lang, at puro ka na lang asa nanay at katulong nyo, at wala ka ng alam kung di magutos, eh mahiya ka naman sa mga masisipag nating kababayan. Na dahil sa katamaran mo ay pati sila nadadamay at buong sambayanang Pilipino nahihila. Kasama na jan sina Jose Rizal at Andres Bonifacio na kapwa mga masisipag na tao. Kaya magbago na tau tsong.!