Emo ako dati.. pramis.. i always cry at night. Im always crying but i dont really know exactly why. It's just that there are so many things that I can't understand. I just cry. I still remember., that im so confused.. im so confused about life., confused about everything. I seems like i don't know who I am., i feel like everyone hates me., that all the things that i did were wrong.. i think that no one loves., understands and cares for me.. Nagpakaloko-loko ako., kala ko kasi sasaya ako., pero hindi. Umiyak pa rin ako ng umiyak. It's not only once that i thought of ending my life., but good thing., i remembered that it won't solve any problem and will just make things worse(mahal na kasi ang mamatay ngaun). My parents are not here., they are working in UAE., which made me more lonely., lonely until now. During those "emo" times i didn't do well in school., i made a lot of mistake., and i hated myself. Because i was so emo at that time., i made that(the pic overthere). I was also inspired by a qoute that i found here in the net and made my own..
I think it's really a part of being a teenager.. bcoz now., some of my friends are experiencing it. I want to help them., help them overcome that sadness., that feeling of being unwanted., and the feeling of being alone.
Also during that time., i was blinded by my sadness and forgot about many important things. I forgot that im not alone. Let's say that i don't have friends., but God is here. He is always willing to help., just rely to Him. It is in the Bible that God knows us better than we do., He too understands us. Believe in Him and pray., say to Him all your anxieties., and He will help. God is always willing to help those that are in need. One thing more., your friends and family are there., they won't leave you. We are here for you. Tell me., i'll do my best to help you. You can also talk about these things to your 'rents or someone who's older.If you cant., your friends are there. Tell them., share with them all of your happiness and sadness. That's what friends are for., right.Open up your heart to someone whom you know will be willing to listen., to help and will understand you.
You also have to trust people and believe in yourself. Dont belittle yourself., dont hate the whole world. Just smile., face each challenge or trials in your smile with a smile in your face. Believe that you can pass it all. Dont be pessimist., be optimistic. And my favorite quote says: Stand up for what you believe in., even if it means standing alone. If you think you are right., then go., it's fine as long as it doesn't hurt others. Enjoy life. Those failures are part of growing up. Those even shapes us to a better person., and we will be able to learn and understand things better. Be strong too., you know i face all of these alone but with the help of God.
P.S.
hindi ako nagdamit na parang emo..wala..basta..umiiyak lang ako..hehehe..i also read articles that concerns teens., how to cope up with the problems that teens bear.. a book published by Jehovah's Witnesses entitled "Young People Ask., Answers that work" contains., the frequently asked questions and problems of teens..and it helped me a lot too.!
Nobody loves me
Nobody likes me
Nobody knows me
Nobody understands me
Nobody's here for me
Nobody knows how i feel
Nobody cares
Nobody wants me
Nobody misses me
WILL YOU BE NOBODY?
Nobody likes me
Nobody knows me
Nobody understands me
Nobody's here for me
Nobody knows how i feel
Nobody cares
Nobody wants me
Nobody misses me
WILL YOU BE NOBODY?
I think it's really a part of being a teenager.. bcoz now., some of my friends are experiencing it. I want to help them., help them overcome that sadness., that feeling of being unwanted., and the feeling of being alone.
Also during that time., i was blinded by my sadness and forgot about many important things. I forgot that im not alone. Let's say that i don't have friends., but God is here. He is always willing to help., just rely to Him. It is in the Bible that God knows us better than we do., He too understands us. Believe in Him and pray., say to Him all your anxieties., and He will help. God is always willing to help those that are in need. One thing more., your friends and family are there., they won't leave you. We are here for you. Tell me., i'll do my best to help you. You can also talk about these things to your 'rents or someone who's older.If you cant., your friends are there. Tell them., share with them all of your happiness and sadness. That's what friends are for., right.Open up your heart to someone whom you know will be willing to listen., to help and will understand you.
You also have to trust people and believe in yourself. Dont belittle yourself., dont hate the whole world. Just smile., face each challenge or trials in your smile with a smile in your face. Believe that you can pass it all. Dont be pessimist., be optimistic. And my favorite quote says: Stand up for what you believe in., even if it means standing alone. If you think you are right., then go., it's fine as long as it doesn't hurt others. Enjoy life. Those failures are part of growing up. Those even shapes us to a better person., and we will be able to learn and understand things better. Be strong too., you know i face all of these alone but with the help of God.
P.S.
hindi ako nagdamit na parang emo..wala..basta..umiiyak lang ako..hehehe..i also read articles that concerns teens., how to cope up with the problems that teens bear.. a book published by Jehovah's Witnesses entitled "Young People Ask., Answers that work" contains., the frequently asked questions and problems of teens..and it helped me a lot too.!
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