may bf

bf.!? si danielle my bf.? HUWAT!? hehehe.. inaamin ko may bf ako.. pero bf as in best friend..kaw naman.. iba ata iniisip mo eh..
yan.. yan si jec..hehehe..si Jessica Fernandez Tabadero na nakatira sa #750 Poblacion Pugaro, Manaoag Pangasinan.. bday nya is August 20, 1992..
klasmeyt ko na xa since prep.. at hanggang ngaun eh bestfriends pa rin kami..hahaha..ang tagal na rin no..hehehehe...lab na lab ko yan..hehehe.. xa ang #1 sa lahat ng mga bestfriends ko..hehehe..

inaamin ko

inaamin ko., tanga ako at bobo sa spelling.. kea thank you sa pranka at napakasakit na magsalita na si Carlo na unang nagsabi sa akin at nag-away pa kami kaninang umaga kea ko nalaman ung mistake ko..hahahaha..ung dun sa post ko na leadership eh ung 3rd dun is laissez-faire pala..un..hahaha..

nescafe clickclique

may bagong pakulo ang nescafe sa friendster..gagawa ka ng alien at pwede kang manalo ng macbook air or 1 gb na limited edition na usb.. madali lang basta marami kang friends pwede lang manalo..hurry hanggang august 10 lang xa..

sci camp hang over

waaaaahhhhh., buti na lang alang paxok ngaun..haiztz.. bangag pa rin ako na galing ng sci camp..hahahaha..grabe naman kz.. wla pa atang one hour ung tulog ko nung first night..hahahaha.. kea ngaung maghapon ang gnawa ko lang ay matulog.! yehey.! mabuhay ako.! lol

hi tech na shepherd

oh ha.. astig no.. shepherd na naka ATV..hehehe..ipinadala yan ng Papa ko from dubai.. they were on their way to the site where they are working when they passed by a herd of camels..

initiated at the initiation

in order to be a ROYSC (Region I Organization of Young Scientist Club) officer you must first pass the initiation..
i joined the initiation for two times.. that was last year and this year..compared to last year mas madali ung ngaun.. walang gaanong ipinagawa.. but this year may interview kasi.. ang during the interview umiyak ako.. i dont know exactly why., but then naiyak ako kasi masaya ako becoz of my friends., i really love them.. sayang nga eh.. last year muntik na akong maging officer pero kasi dalawa kaming danielle eh nagkalituhan ata kea un.. tapos ngaun naiyak naman ako.. tapos next year kami na ung magpapa initiate.. sayang., hindi ko na mauulet sumama..
being a ROYSC officer is no joke.. u should be dedicated to your work.. the success of the sci camp is in your hands..so sa mga newly elected officers.. congrats and God bless.! lalo na kay prexy Clarence Andrion.. go bestfriend.! hehehe..

lead + er + ship

leadership

leadership is when a big ship is followed by a little ship in the vast ocean - adrian clark d. perez

there are four kinds of leaders..

• democratic leader - chosen by the people., and his decision is for the good of the people
• autocratic - he will be the only one who have absolute authority
• laissez-fare* - he will let his members to do what they want
• vanguard leader - a leader who can balance the strengths and weak points of a group.. he knows when to be a democratic., autocratic and a laissez-fare* leader..

*corrected. from lazy fare to laissez-fare. sorry my bad..

what is sizzling pakasyat made of.?

pakasyat is a sweet delicacy na made of sugar cane.. and how come that a sweet food will be sizzling.? yan ang hindi ko alam.. tinanong ko si kuya alldwin kung bakit sizzling pakasyat., tpos sabi nya wala lang.. hahaha.. adik no.? hehehe..

but our sizzling pakasyat is composed of persons this time.. teka grabe ka naman., hindi naman kami nagluto ng tao.. sizzling pakasyat is only our subcamp name..hehehe..ok balik tau.. let's start..

Ingredients:
40% super pasaway na boys
10% mahiyain na mga campers
30% active na mga members
20% na walang pakialam or hindi nakikicooperate..

Procedure:

1. Patahimikin ang mga pasaway na boys sa isang pamatay na tingin lang..
2. Pilitin ang mga mahiyain at hindi maxadong nakikicooperate na makijoin sa mga activities..
3. I-manage ang mga active na members..
4. Mag cheer ng "Sizzling Pakasyat" every event..
5. Pagsabihan ang mga pasaway..

♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦

► dito sa subcamp na ito ay masaya.. nung first day ay naiinis ako., kasi sobrang gulo ng mga boys and hindi sila nakikipagcooperate.. pero alam naman nila if kelan magseryoso..
► ung mga iba naman naming mga groupmates ay walang pakialam., at hindi maxadong nakikipag cooperate..
► ang galing ng leader namin na si ate jane na sumayaw.. hehehehe
► nakakatakot magalit ang mga faci namin..especially arianne..
► ang galing ni ace..hehehe
► ang kulet ni carl bryan..
► sorry aj..hehehe..bati na tau ah..
► hai jeru.. hehehe..
► to ading mantika ng 1-a., grabe., ang tindi mong matulog..hahaha..
► aguyy elmar., magaling daw xang sumayaw ah..hehehehe
► julius cesar., ang ingay mo..lol

ASTIG ANG SIZZLING PAKASYAT

Sizzling Pakasyat

Sizzling Pakasyat!? yan ang naging pangalan ng Subcamp 1.. Ang pangalan talaga ng subcamp namin eh Red Pheonix., but becoz of my super kulet na groupmates(lalo na si kuya alldwin) kaya yan na ang parang naging name namin., hehehe.. at take note., naging famous din ung sizzling pakasyat namin.. hahaha.. masaya sa sub camp na ito.. kahit na hindi nakiparticipate ung mga iba., majority is my cooperation naman kami..
akala namin is kulelat na kami., pero hindi naman pala.. parang it turned out pa nga na 3rd kami out of 5 subcamps.. hahaha.. oh di ba sa gitna..hehehe..

and the sci-camp ended

tapos na ang 2008 School Based Leadership Taining and Sci camp ng ManaoagNHS.. In general masaya but there are times na boring din.. grabe., puyatan marathon., haha.. nung 1st night 3 am na ata ako nkatulog tapos 4 ginising na nila kami.. grabe.. kakapagod sobra., pero worth it naman., marami naman kaming natutunan eh.. nagkaroon ako ng mga bagong friends., at nakilala ko ang mga tunay kong friends..

i'll be right here

even though you wont tell me everything., i'll be right here.. i wont force you to admit it.. just tell me when you feel like so..

Misery Business

Misery Business
by: Paramore

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile


Whoa...well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't never matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want it what they like, it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa...well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good ...

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving ...

Whoa,well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now ...

Whoa,well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

gomen nasai

there are things that exists to be shared., and things that are meant to be kept

ü im sorry pero di ko ssabihin sau., yaw ko masaktan ka., xa na lang magssabi., waaaaaahhh.! pero wawa ka naman., huhuhu., basta dito lang kaming friends mo., ok.?

earthquake bukas.!?

waw., kelan pa na-predict ang mga earthquake.!? hahahaha.. pero malay mo magkaroon nga bukas.? hehehe..
it started as a rumor and then biglang nagspread at maraming mga tao na ang nababahala.. ang nagumpisa ng lahat ng to ay si Jucelino Nóbrega da Luz., at ito ay prinopesiya niya.. Siya rin po ang nagpredict ng pagkamatay ni Princess Diana., at kung ano ano pang mga pangyayaring talaga namang yumanig sa buong mundo.. He said that it will be a 8.1 magnitude on July 18., that will be tomorrow.. yay., scary no.? hahahaha.. let's not panic., just remember., dock., cover hold.! yan ang mga dapat gawin if may earthquake..
hmmnnn.. matanung nga yang si Jucelino if ano gamit nyang device para malaman if may earthquake..mukhang mas hi-tech pa sya kasi wala pang naiinvent na pwedeng magpredict ng lindol.
maging alerto na lang tayo bukas and let's pray to God that sana hindi mangyari ang sinasabi ni Jucelino. Let's pray to God and alam naman natin na hindi Niya tayo papabayaan..

DepEd order 45 "No Uniform Policy"

A new DepEd order was released last June 3., that students are no longer required to wear uniforms in Public Schools either Elementary or High School. Pres. Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo aforementioned this order in her prior address that pupils in the first grade are not obliged to wear uniforms to lessen the expenses of their families.
Shortly the DepEd made it into a order. "These are all in line with our policy that public education must have no cost" stated by DepEd Sec. Jesli Lapus.
DepEd order 45 states that there is no need for uniforms but there will be a dress code and an I.D. must be worn the whole time inside the campus.


comment:
I think that there will be more expenses if the students will not wear their uniforms. Kasi bawat araw ibang damit., atleast if uniform hindi pansin na iilan lang ung damit mo. And another thing., nasa Public School na nga lang tayo., mas lalo pangmagmumukhang public ung school natin..
But still., ok naman ung naisip nila., atleast hindi na kailangang bumili ng uniform ung mga iba., and hindi batayan ang damit sa pag-aaral.. as long as masipag ka and determinado kang matuto ok lang..

i lost my ♥

i lost my heart., along with it were my emotions.. i don't know when., how., and why.. but it has been a long time since i last felt my heart.. i don't know where did i left it., i don't know what happened to it., i don't know.. it just disappeared.. i don't knew if it's really my heart that is missing or was it only my emotions.

smiles.cries.laughs

Some people tend to hide their emotions.. they laugh even though they really don't mean to., they smile even though they are raging in anger.. they cry., but deep inside., you can say that those are just crocodile tears..or do you wear a poker face.? i myself., is also a pretender.
I'm not phony., it's just that., i don't want somebody to see me cry. Now., I learned that you must show your true emotions., your true feelings., the true you.. For it will be lonelier if people around you., doesn't know how you really feel.. And you can't obstruct people from thinking of negative things.. They might think that you are a deceiver., they might not believe your emotions even though what you showed were true..
So., smile when you are delighted., laugh when you are cheery., cry when you are depressed.. Don't be afraid to show your true emotions., be you., be true.!

anung bansa.?

bansa na kung saan.,
mataas ang presyo ng gas.,
may crisis sa bigas.,
and most of all maraming mandurugas.!

Welcome to Pilipinas.!

painful reality

true or false

it's better to be hated for the real you than to be loved for someone you are not

I'm hurt..but it's fine..at least I've known u better and you showed the real you.. i will still be here for you., don't worry..^^

hello kitty online

i am reading the k-zone of my classmate., at the gamer's zone., i read about an online game.. it's a hello kitty mmorpg.. visit it here., but i think you can't download the client right now., maybe tomorrow or in the following days., we can already download the client.. for the mean time., visit www.sanriotown.com alot of fun awaits u there.. u can add me..nielle@kuririnmail.com
im still a newbie there..^^

1 down., who will be next.?

haiztz.. wala na naman kaming katulong..haiztz..umalis na xa kanina..pero atleast naka 7 months and 3 days xa.. hahahahaha... in our whole history., xa na ata ung pinakamatagal.. xa na ba talaga.? hindi naman pala..meron pa ung 7 mos and 2 weeks..hehehe at meron din atang naka 1 year ata..pero matagal na un..mga 2 yrs ko pa lang nun..hehehehe..pero meron din ung half day lang..hahahaha..astig no.?
ang hirap ng walang katulong sa bahay..super gulo..lalo na sa amin na tamad at mga burara..hehehe..sana maka survive kami..at sana makahanap din kami..haiztz..kaw may kilala ka ba.? hehehe..contact nyo lang ako..hehehe..^^

Louis uncovered

hehehe..kaya pala louis ung itinawag nung teacher ko., kz ung B na nakaupo dun sa upuan ko eh pangalan eh Louis., nakalimutan lang talaga..hehehe

my new primary in fs.!

yay.! we took this pic in the ilog..hahaha..we took it last summer..actually ate kat was the one who took that pic..we were looking for stones that ate karen needs coz she will paint it. Staying there was really nice. It's so quiet., and peaceful.. It has a nice view..hehehe..oh di ba madrama primary ko.! hehehe..

i lived the emo life and left it

Emo ako dati.. pramis.. i always cry at night. Im always crying but i dont really know exactly why. It's just that there are so many things that I can't understand. I just cry. I still remember., that im so confused.. im so confused about life., confused about everything. I seems like i don't know who I am., i feel like everyone hates me., that all the things that i did were wrong.. i think that no one loves., understands and cares for me.. Nagpakaloko-loko ako., kala ko kasi sasaya ako., pero hindi. Umiyak pa rin ako ng umiyak. It's not only once that i thought of ending my life., but good thing., i remembered that it won't solve any problem and will just make things worse(mahal na kasi ang mamatay ngaun). My parents are not here., they are working in UAE., which made me more lonely., lonely until now. During those "emo" times i didn't do well in school., i made a lot of mistake., and i hated myself. Because i was so emo at that time., i made that(the pic overthere). I was also inspired by a qoute that i found here in the net and made my own..

Nobody loves me
Nobody likes me
Nobody knows me
Nobody understands me
Nobody's here for me
Nobody knows how i feel
Nobody cares
Nobody wants me
Nobody misses me
WILL YOU BE NOBODY?

I think it's really a part of being a teenager.. bcoz now., some of my friends are experiencing it. I want to help them., help them overcome that sadness., that feeling of being unwanted., and the feeling of being alone.

Also during that time., i was blinded by my sadness and forgot about many important things. I forgot that im not alone. Let's say that i don't have friends., but God is here. He is always willing to help., just rely to Him. It is in the Bible that God knows us better than we do., He too understands us. Believe in Him and pray., say to Him all your anxieties., and He will help. God is always willing to help those that are in need. One thing more., your friends and family are there., they won't leave you. We are here for you. Tell me., i'll do my best to help you. You can also talk about these things to your 'rents or someone who's older.If you cant., your friends are there. Tell them., share with them all of your happiness and sadness. That's what friends are for., right.Open up your heart to someone whom you know will be willing to listen., to help and will understand you.
You also have to trust people and believe in yourself. Dont belittle yourself., dont hate the whole world. Just smile., face each challenge or trials in your smile with a smile in your face. Believe that you can pass it all. Dont be pessimist., be optimistic. And my favorite quote says: Stand up for what you believe in., even if it means standing alone. If you think you are right., then go., it's fine as long as it doesn't hurt others. Enjoy life. Those failures are part of growing up. Those even shapes us to a better person., and we will be able to learn and understand things better. Be strong too., you know i face all of these alone but with the help of God.

P.S.
hindi ako nagdamit na parang emo..wala..basta..umiiyak lang ako..hehehe..i also read articles that concerns teens., how to cope up with the problems that teens bear.. a book published by Jehovah's Witnesses entitled "Young People Ask., Answers that work" contains., the frequently asked questions and problems of teens..and it helped me a lot too.!

time is gold

I do believe in the saying that time is gold. Time is important., coz a lot of things might happen in a minute. Pwede ka pang magrush ng homework sa Filipino or mag review para sa quiz sa english., gumawa ng project at basahin ang irerepot mo mamaya.
Grabe., ung sanang free time namin eh pwede pa naming gawin ang mga yan., pero wala eh. Recess namin ay 12 mins lang. Ang lunch time naman namin ay 66 mins., sana kaso ganito ang ngyayari.. Mag-oovertime kami sa last period namin sa umaga., dahil marami kaming ginagawa at medyo late ang teacher namin na dumating(pero oks lang.,para may vacant kami., hehehe). Kaya mababawasan yan., ng sabihin na nating 10 mins na OT. At dahil late wala ng masasakyang tricycle sa harap ng gate kaya maglalakad kami mula school hangang sa sakayan pauwi. Uhmmnn., that will take., around 5-7 mins din siguro., hehehe., mahirap maglakad eh at nakakatamad. Tapos maghihintay pa ng ibang passengers., taz nakailang beses ng dingdong ung kampana ng simbahan., hindi pa rin kami umaalis. Kaya., paghihintay ng passengers: 5-8 mins. Tapos mula Manaoag hanggang sa brgy. namin eh mga 12 mins din. Sa bahay., kain., toothbrush., konting hilamos., bihis tapos larga na. Hehehe.. 15 mins sa bahay. Tapos balik ulit sa school another 12 mins. So ilan na lahat., 10 + 7 + 8 + 12 + 15 + 12= 64.. Ayan may natira pang 2 mins., hehehe.. Ung 2 mins naman na un ay ang paglalakad ko mula gate hanggang sa ap building. Hehehehe., medyo malapit naman kasi..
At ganyan., ganyan nga ang ngyayari sa recess at lunch time ko. Natutunan ko ang express na paggawa ng mga bagay bagay. Nagtataka nga ung tita ko kung ano ang kinakain ko paglunch eh., kung umiinom na lang ba ako ng tubig para sa lunch dahil sobrang gahol sa oras.. hehehehe..
May isa pang saying na natutunan namin., ewan ko., saying ba talaga un o joke pag-pauwi na kami..

Papunta ka pa lang., pabalik na ako

Pano ba naman., papauwi pa lang kami papasok na ung mga iba sa school., haiztz.. ok lang.. kaya yan.!

Word for the day

promiscuous [prə mískyoo əss]
adj.
→ sexually active
Carlo a pervert, is also promiscuous at the same time.