diary entry 4

tsk., tsk., tinatamad akong pumaxok., inaantok kasi ako., di na lang ata ako sasama dun sa oratorical contest., haiztz., umuwi nga ako galing ng school eh., eh may program pa., kaso talagang inaantok ako., at parang ayaw ko ng sumama., hindi ko kasi memorize., hehehehe

diary entry 3

tsk., tsk., ssma ako sa oration tomorrow., pero hanggang ngaun eh hindi ko pa nai-mememorize ung piece ko., haiztz., ktamad naman kz.. tsk tsk.,

a world without money

what if money was never invented.?

i think it's great having no money in the world.. If money never existed then there will be no rich or poor.. everything is free.. we are free., free from the violence brought about by it., free from taxes., and free from corrupt officials..
free from the violence.. money is said to be the root of all evil.. if there will be no money., then there will be no hold-upper., car nappers., kidnappers., etc. etc.. there will be no people who abuses money to make bad things..
free from taxes.. we will be free from taxes like e-vat., and vat., what a great relief if it will be gone too..
free from corrupt officials.. of course., who would like to run and serve truly their countrymen if they will not have anything in return.. well there might be few who really wanted to serve., but will they be enough.?
everything is free.. yay.! isn't that nice.? you can get everything you want., free.?

chinese japanese

i have a funny anecdote to share to you..

when i was still in grade school., i was grade 1 back then.. my classmates used to call the game chinese garter as "chinese japanese".. to admit it., i am not really familiar with the name of the game and with the game itself.. so this is how it goes..

it was our vacant time., when my classmates decided to play..
classmate: tara laro tayo ng chinese japanese..
stupidhead: o sige.! ano ung ohayou*.? (sabay hila sa isa kong klasmeyt)

-----------DEAD SILENCE------------

ang yabang ko pang nagsabi tapos tumingin lang sila sa akin.. haiztz., mas masakit pa un sa tinawanan ka., at least pagtumawa sila may reaction di ba.? pero ito., no reaction at all.. haiztz., palibhasa kasi., wala akong kalaro na babae noon.. at hindi rin naman talaga ako sporty(whoo., palusot pa eh)..

*ohayou - good morning

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minsan naisip mo na ba na sa sobrang dami na ng tao dito sa mundo eh parang excess ka na lang.?

bawat segundo 4 sanggol ang pinapangak sa mundong ito., at 247 bawat minuto.. kaya habang nagtatype ako dito ay ilang dosenang sanggol na ang ipinanganganak.. and as of september 25, 2008 ay mayroong 6,725,800,000 na tao dito sa mundo.. that's the whole population of the world.. and there are now 90,457,200 Filipinos..

lahat ng 6billion+ na yan eh nagco-contribute sa destruction ng hindi lang ng environment kundi maging mundo natin., excluding na syempre ung mga baby.. pero lalaki rin sila at mas lalaki pa ang populasyon at masdadami na naman ang mga polluters.. so why need na dumagdag ka pa.?

pano kung hindi ka naman matalino., walang talent at ipagpalagay na natin na you're good for nothing.? eh di parang pabigat ka lang sa mundong ito.. so what's the point of your existence pa di ba.?

sa sobrang dami na rin ng tao dito sa mundo., eh yung mga kaya mong gawin ay kaya ring gawin ng iba.. kung kaya na nila., bat kailangan ka pa.?

sa sobrang dami na ng tao dito sa mundo eh bakit kailangan mo pa ang mag-exist.? hindi kaya pabigat ka lang sa mundong ito na ating ginagalawan.? bakit kailangan mo ang mag survive.? bakit kailangan ka pa dito.?

diary entry 2

waaaahhhhh.! ang complicated ng buhay., di ko maintindihan.. Masaya ako., pero malungkot naman.. sino ba naman si danielle para sau d ba.?
i cared for you., itinuring kitang kaibigan., para na rin kitang kapatid.. tapos., malaman ko na lang ganun ka pla., haiztz.. sinabi mo na lang sana sa akin agad., para naman hindi nagmukhang tanga na nakikipag usap sau., un pala u have something against me..
palagi na lang kaung ganyan sa akin..

a love story.,

There was a girl who was very confused whom to love., was it the one she loves.,Crow or the one that loves her., Cloud.. Crow likes her too., but does not make any moves.. She decided to forget about Crow., why does she need a man who doesn't know how to fight for his love? what if their relationship faces a problem., then what will Crow do? He might just give up their relationship..

She tried to love Cloud., she tried Cloud.. Cloud love her very much.. Their relationship lasted for months and years.. She thought she will be happy with Cloud., she thought she is deeply inlove with Cloud.. Then one day., she saw Crow with another girl and they are so sweet.. She was deeply hurt.. But she tried to forget about it., she shouldn't leave Cloud.. The following days she was so depressed., she still love Crow and will never forget about him.. Cloud asked her why is she so sad., she didn't answer him truthfully., she said that she was sad because her pet died.. Cloud., knew she was lying., Cloud knew the truth., that she doesn't love him eversince..

She saw Crow again with the same girl., they were holding hands while walking.. She felt like she was stabbed with a knife for several times.. The worse part is that Crow saw her and smiled., he smiled like he was saying that 'hey., you thought i wouldn't forget you.?' he introduced the girl which is already his fiance and they will be soon married.. He invited her in their wedding and said she will be the Maid of Honor and Cloud will be the Best Man.. She said yes., and said that maybe within the next few months she and Cloud will also get married.. Crow looks happy now., she said to herself. She turned to the girl and said., 'you are lucky., congratulations'.. Then they said goodbye and parted ways., as she turned away she cried her eyes out.. This was the worst day of her life.. Seeing her love with another girl and soon will be married.!

She came home.. She decided to forget about Crow., and she will truly love Cloud now.. She knew that Cloud is there at her house., he will greet her with his sweet smile.. She knew that Cloud will be there for her., and will never leave her.. She knew that Cloud will comfort her.. He will still love her no matter what.. But Cloud is not at her house.. She called his cellphone., but he's not answering.. She decided to go to his apartment.. She knocked on the door., but nobody seems to be inside.. The door is open., so she went inside.. It was very dark.. She knew the apartment very well., so even without the lights on., she knew where to find the switch.. She turned on the lights.. His apartment was small., and was suited for one person only but it was neat and tidy.. His stuffs are always in order.. She went into his room.. His door was locked.. But she has a spare key so she opened it.. She was shocked about what she saw.. She regretted entering that cursed room.. She was now at her feet crying.. In the corner., Cloud was lying in the floor lifeless.. He was holding a .22 caliber gun., he ran a bullet through his head.. Blood was all over his body.. She was so shocked.. She hugged the cold body of her patient boyfriend who loved her till the end.. She felt sorry using him., she should have loved him instead..

Moments later., the police arrived.. They decided it was a suicide.. No force entry.. No missing appliance or valuable.. He doesn't have any enemies.. And they found a suicide note.. They handed her the note., for they thought that it was for her.. She was at her feet again.. She remembered those times she was with him., she was happy., even if it was just a little bit.. He never left her.. He was always there when she needs him.. He hugged her when she was afraid.. He took care of her when she was sick.. He took her to fancy restaurants to eat dinner.. He gave her a bouquet of flowers everyday.. He never hit her.. He goes with the flow of her mood swings.. He brought her once to Tokyo Disneyland., and last summer to Palawan.. He gives her chocolates every time he visits her.. He was very understanding and thoughtful..

You will be free now to love Crow.,
I know that you never loved me.,
And the one that you love is Crow..
I did this for I love you very much..
I know that I can't bear the pain if i saw you with him.,
and it will be like my death if I see you together..
That's why i decided
to end it all like this..
One time suffering..
You are more important than my life..
I love you very much..
Please be happy..

P.S.
See how much I love you.?

i feel so athletic

yesterday., nagtry-out kami sa iba't ibang sports.. at mukhang nawili kami sa paglalaro ng sports.. kaya kanina naglaro kami.. hehehe.. kahit na wala akong alam sa table tennis at badminton., at khit na wla akong natitira., at marami na akong violations ay patuloy pa rin akong naglaro.. hehehe.. di ba ang mahalaga eh enjoy mo ung game..
sayang hindi ko nakita ung match ng III-SSC A at B., ang galing daw nila eh sabi nila.. hehehe.. di tulad nung mga naunang naglaro.. haiztz., sayang talaga.. umuwi kasi ako agad eh., haiztz., sayang.,

tralalalala

si mrs. waffles ay nagalit dun sa klasmeyt ko kanina.. you want to know why.? it's because of that gay word "eklavu"..
this eklavu eklavu word started when we read some joke about it in a joke book that our classmate bought.. this word's meaning is not certain., according to pinoyslang. com., eklavu is an adjective that means whatever.. but then according to some people., it means false..
balik tau sa galit na galit na si mrs. waffles., long quiz namin and true or false un.. ngaun si klasmeyt eh sabi ng sabi ng eklavu., kahit na hindi naman false ung sagot.. eh si mrs. waffles hindi ata alam ung eklavu eh biglang nagalit.. sinigawsigawan nya si klasmeyt at ung sermon walang konek dun sa eklavu.. sabi nya ung pinapa-quiz daw nya eh wala daw sa book at common sense lang ung kailangan pra masagot mo un.. tapos ilang beses pa niyang inulit-ulit.. haiztz.. hindi nya alam., eklavu pla ung ikinakagalir nya.. hehehe

sakit ng estudyante., sakit ng lipunan

inaatake ako ng pinakamalala at pinakadelikadong sakit na pwedeng makuha ng isang estudyante., katamaran. walang nakakaligtas., kahit na sino., gurl man or boy; or kahit na feeling gurl man at feeling boy., kahit na anong year., kahit na anong section., matalino man o hindi.. contagious din ito., at popular sa mga upperclassmen.. ang mga sintomas nito:

1. bored parati
2. pagliban sa mga klase
3. hindi paggawa ng mga assignments., activity., etc.
4. inaantok sa klase kahit na 12 hours ang tulog kagabi
5. hindi nakikinig sa guro., kahit na dumudugo na ngalangala nito sa kaka-discuss.,

mga dahilan:

1. walang gaanong ginagawa sa school.,
2. boring
3. walang kwenta ang mga pinagagawa.,
4. nahawa sa klasmeyt.,

epekto:

1. mababang grades

ang katamaran ay walang pinipili., walang exempted., walang excused., everybody is a carrier.. ang sakit na ito ng mga estudyante ay sakit din ng lipunan.. kapag hindi nagamot o naagapan ang sakit na ito ay dadalhin nila ito hanggang sa pagtanda., at maging sa kamatayan.. sakit ng lipunan kung maituturing., ito ang siyang balakid sa pag-unlad ng mga estudyante maging ng ibang tao.., ito rin ay isang dahilan ng pagkabigo ng isang tao.. ito ay parang cancer na unti unting nilalamon ang sarili mo ng hindi mo namamalayan.. kung kaya't habang maaga pa ay agapan na., patayin ang mapaminsalang sakit na ito.!

madrama 1

do u hate me.? pls., just say so.. kasi nahihirapan na ako eh.. hindi ko alam kung ako ba ung kinaiinisan mo/nyo.. it's fine with me naman eh kung ayaw mo/nyo sa akin., i do understand that all of us are distinct from each other.. that we have different likes and dislikes.. like the things that pisses me off might be the things that you love so much..
ayan., nalulungkot na naman ako.. feeling ko kasi naiinis ka/kau sa akin.. sana sabihin nyo naman sa akin.. para naman hindi ako magmukhang tanga na nakikipag-usap sa inyo at lahat yun pala you hate my presence..
sabihin nyo kung ano ung problema., kung ayaw nyo sa akin., at kung ano ung ayaw nyo sa akin..

diary entry 1

masaya ang araw na to., la gaanong class.. hehehe..^^ la rin ung teacher namin sa english., pero kahit na ganun we still felt her presence coz she left us with lots of activities.. haaayyy.. masyadong masipag si mam.. walang patawad., minsan na nga lang umabsent eh talagang she makes sure na walang oras na nasasayang at walang araw na dadaan na wala kaming natutunan.. saludo ako kay mam.. hehehe..

try-out din ngaun sa iba't ibang sports sa school for the coming intrams.. we watced basketball and., and., and., matatangkad sila that's all.. hehehe.. obviously., all of the teams didn't have unity.. because it is the first time the players met and they too lack cooperation.. they didn't plan their strategy.. what i saw in the players is their extreme determination to pass the try-out.. wala ng pakialam sa iba basta makapasa.. sinosolo ang bola.. haiztz., kung ganyan rin lang they should rather play one on one..

in the later part of the day., umulan., umulan ng malakas., umulan ng matagal.. kumanta kami in order to kill time and para hindi kami ma-bore.. we believe na humihina ung ulan pagkumakanta kami.. hehehe.. wala kaming pakialam kahit na pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga estyudante na nagda-date sa tabi ng tindahan nila ashley.. at dahil ata sa napakaganda naming boses ay napapatigil sila sa kanilang paglaloving-loving.. kinanta namin ang mga kanta ng eraserheads at mga sabog na kanta ni michael v. .. masaya na sana., kaso nabasa ung sapatos ko at medyo nabasa din ako nung papauwi na..

masaya din kasi nakita ko si toooooot., oopps secret ko lang un.. hehehe.. pero nakakainis., dahil i just got rid of some annoying person then here comes another one.. he is more than annoying., he is exasperating.! just the look of his face makes me feel., grrrr.!

ok end na., antok na ako eh.. it's been a long tiring day.. hehehe.. and i haven't got enough sleep yet.. kea babush na.. :]

danielle

danielle


she lives to her ideals.,
she lives for God.,
she lives for her love ones.,

she lives for exactly no one..

she is nobody and nothing.,
yet she could be everything.,
and she could be anything in between..

she lives in contradictions.,
her heart contradicts her mind.,
maybe contradiction is her way of living..

who knows if she is just moody
or if she has a dual personality.,
or if maybe she is just full
of contradictions and irony.,

maybe she is either which.,
maybe she is either both.,
maybe she is all.,
maybe she is neither which.,
maybe she is who she is
and whatever she is..

she is a paradox.,
she laughs yet she cries..
she is sad and lonely
but still satisfied and happy..

she laughs in anger..
she cries in happiness..
she sure is unique in her ways..

people sure are sometimes hard to read
and difficult to understand..
but that is how people are.,
and that is how she is..

therefore it's nothing

i was so excited because after so many weeks i will be able to open my friendster account again.. instead of being happy., i was disappointed.. disappointed to know nothing has changed.. it is still the same old friendster that bored me last month.. yes there were comments., more than a dozen i think so., but still., it didn't changed my mind.. there were new messages., i read some., most are spams.. bulletins., bulletin posts that doesn't concern me., i read one and posted one.. i approved atleast a dozen friend requests., most of them are new faces.. new faces that will hopefully remove my boredom., or faces that might make me more bored.. still., bored..
nothing new. nothing fun. there were new applications., but not new to me.. i added some to my profile., but i guess i wont be able to maintain it.. i just put it for nuisance., nuisance for me.. i put it for it makes my profile long..that's all.. nothing is really fun..
nothing interesting. after all these things., considerably new., fun and interesting things., and something really did changed.. it didn't even raise my interest to friendster.. it's so boring..i guess i will be looking for another social network site..

aym back.!

yey.! after weeks of being idle finally im back.. hahaha.. nasira kasi itong computer namin and im too lazy to go to computer shops.. coz you know., you still have to look for a comp shop:

1. that has a vacant
   
2. that is comfortable.,
   
3. not crowded with deafening gamers and earsplitting girls.,
   
4. where you're not playing patintero with other customers looking for a vacant.,
   
5. has enough "ventilation".,
6. has high-speed internet connection
7. has "intact" facilities
8. where you have enough privacy
   

i dislike being watch when i'm doing something in the net., like when checking your messages in fs or checking your mail., and some person at your back is reading your messages too.. or while uploading your pics there is always someone looking at your pics and commenting some things like "ang kapal naman" or "chaka".. or even at ym.. some are reading your conversation., the name of your chatmate., your ym so is your chatmate., and even getting either of your yms.. they are scrutinizing every site you visit..