dith

to tell you the truth., since i was a kid., it was my dream to die..hehehe...weird right.? yep., i really wanted to die., so that i'll know what's the truth after death.. is there really hell.? does good people really go to heaven.? and ya know what's the first thing that i'll do whenever i die.? i gonna go and ask God., im gonna ask him everything that man couldn't understand., and everything that bothers me., anything that i dont know.. i will also see if there will be people who will cry when i die..

whenever i have problems that i can't solve., i thought that death would be the answer., but now., i think that you might have ended your pain., but what about the others that are in pain because you died.? don't be selfish., you have to think of others first before deciding to die..

kaya kelangan bayaran mo na muna lahat ng utang mo., at i-arrange mo na ung mga kailangan pagmamamatay ka na..and isipin mo rin pala..mahal na ang mamatay ngaun..mabli lan amin..and maawa ka din dun sa puno na ginawa para maging kabaong mo..ung ground na pinaglibingan sau at sinemento na dapat sana eh tutubuan ng bagong puno..at ung mga minerals na natanggal sa soil nung hinukay ung pagbabaoan sau..pero may tulong ka pa rin naman eh., if ever na namatay ka., after millions of years eh magiging fossil fuel ka...magiging pataba ka rin sa lupa..magkakaroon ng pagkain ung mga uod..mababawasan taung gumagawa ng polusyon..mababawasan din ang nagcoconsume ng bigas at tubig..

death isn't always the answer., kaya andyan family., and friends mo para tumulong sau., and most of all andyan si God.. kaya magisip ka na munang mabuti ha.?

P.S.
sinasabi ko na..panget tumalon sa building or billboards., ung mga gumagawa nun naghahanap lang ng attention., mga gustong maging instant celebrity..and imagine., magkakalasog lasog katawan mo nun..tapos kakalat sa lupa ung utak mo., malamang lalabas din ung tae mo diba.? ewww..gross no.? kawawa naman ung janitor..